Woke up late today feeling like shit. My neck is stiff as fuck. If you
haven't figured it out yet, I am back to my old ways. Stuck in my hole for a
place and probably more antisocial than I've ever been. Let's see how long I
can go this time. Last time it was from the December of 2003 until May of
2006. Almost 3 years. It was a nightmare leaving my place after so long. The
feeling of being more than a 10 feet away from my place was indescribable.
Quite the shock. The first couple times I was only out of my house for about
2 minutes before I started to have panic attacks.
After a few tried I managed to get out. Then I explored more and more and
overcame my fear of leaving the house. Never did overcome my fear of
interaction with people. It was quite awkward when people attempted to small
talk with me and I simply walked away.
For some reason recently I am just back in that original state. I really
fucking hate humans and everything outside of these 4 walls. You would think
I'm some tattooed up, heavily pierced Goth freak. Not the case I assure you.
Anyway, I feel so much better now. I've only been home for 3 days now and I
already got me a helper neighbor who will be bringing me food and what not.
My last helper moved. That's what originally triggered having to step out of
my shell. The hunger pains were more powerful than my determination to avoid
the public by any means possible.
Hey, at least I'm still online and kickin' after 9 years. Damn. It's
really a long time. I've developed many cysts over the years from ingrown
hairs while sitting in the same damn chair for 18 to 20 hours a day.
By the way assholes. I've cleaned up the
BAD ASS FORUM! So
be sure to go check it out. Because of spam, I've set it up where new
members have to be approved manually. I check for new signups once a day, so
be patient. Someone offered me $20,000.00 for that domain name. This was
back in 2003. I never replied. Even today I wouldn't reply. That's the go-to
place for my fellow BAFFERS!
Oh... Here are some rock star Cam Girls that have been on a
roll over at Cam Bang. Definitely a must see!
